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: Izzati Rahim

: Izzati Rahim

: Izzati Rahim

: izxarahim@yahoo.com


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2017; A message.


Assalamualaikum.

Hi, long time no see aite? I've been at home and traveling a little and now stuck to my laptop but no mood to update my blog and I am to lazy to write too.

But now I started writing at 1:50am after I broke down in tears. I am writing using my phone so I hope this is short so it'll be easier to write and even read. I really wanted to update my blog about my trip to this place but you know when you just wanted to rest and just lie down and eat chips and still lie down and drink yakult and it stained your shirt a bit and still you lie down and you gain weight and still do nothing about it? Well, that's me. All I do is lie down and toss around my bed and only woke up to the calling of food. But today the update is just to clean my blog from maybe some dirt so it won't be clogged. Plus I need to write so I won't forget. Lol, I love the word brain these days, no I'm not turning into a zombie. I love reading about brain cancer, amnesia, Alzheimer these days. And i ended up crying because I read a fiction about someone who died because of brain cancer. How dahsyat is that? Imma do a manga and fanfics recommendation one day lol. But it is really good I even cry but maybe just because I had fragile heart but don't worry if it's that bad, I'll take you out for ice cream.

Try reading. It soothes your mind. Since I am a no good person and sometimes gay (reads: homo) but not really gay I just read gay stories and got curious I searched a lot about it too and I am grateful I want to be a married to a guy. (Read properly) to a guy not to a gay. I read it wrong myself. I spent my time this way. 6 hours of sleep, a little for eating and talking and daydreaming and watching my son singing (this son is named DKS) ((You don't need to know)) and playing with my cats, the rest is spent for reading. I just finish reading a manga with 61 chapters in 3 hours yesterday and woke up to Suho's voice early in the morning because I had to pack to go out for 3 days again. And my eyes are dark now I am admitting I am a panda myself. And I am selling a few books (collection of mine) because I need money but I don't know where to sell it I need money so bad. I don't mind selling physical books because I can read with my phone now. Not that I don't love my books, it's just too many. I even cleared up my shelf from the comics I had since I was in primary school but I can't find myself selling it off because it took my years to collect them. So, now instead of collecting books, let's try another expensive hobby, which is collecting EXO albums and merchandise. This is my true intention of needing money.

I'm sleepy already because I stayed in the car for 4 hours because of the traffic and my butt cramped and I hurt myself a little this morning my hand had bruises and I can't sleep properly these days (reading) and thinking about work too.

I'll leave you with a little message too. Since I am a computer science student, I'll leave you a binary code message so try to decipher it and tell me the message and I'll give you an ice cream.

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A little souvenir for you from me.

Assalamualaikum.

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