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: Izzati Rahim

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: izxarahim@yahoo.com


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Miles Away


Assalamualaikum.

Really wanted to eat sushi right now but to far from Jengka I gave up. Yong Tau Fu is also hard to get. No food for lunch and dinner. Wished I could fly home and cook something for my own dinner. Know why I didn't eat today? Too lazy to even get my bumps up to go to the dm. Help me I just wanna cryyyyy.

Since my so-called boyfriend "Hariz Azmi" is going to further his studies outside, there is this song I heard from my roomate called Miles Away. (My boyfriends are actually all the handsome guys in Bleach) First I thought I should really give him any Malay songs because the lyrics were easier for him to understand but then I said nawh, he listens well to English songs better to Malay and maybe he could sing it to heart.

I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife for what seems like the millionth time.
They said it gets easier, but they lied. She looks at me and says, "Really, baby, I will be just fine,"
But then she looks away so I don't have to see her cry. And that is when I ask myself:
How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, 'cause I left my heart at home?
She needs me, but I know they need me too. So, God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.
Really, I'm so thankful for the people I meet, the places I've been and the things I've seen, but when she's not here it doesn't feel like I'm living my dream. I know they say that no one is perfect, but I swear she's perfect for me and that makes it so much harder to leave.
How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, 'cause I left my heart at home?
She needs me, but I know they need me too. So, God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.
If you miss me, I'm just a phone call away. Please be strong, be strong for me. I need you to show me how to change the inside of me. For my heart, for their sake. Be strong, be strong for me!
How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, so alone?
How am I supposed to be everything they expect me to be when I feel so alone, 'cause I left my heart at home?
She needs me, but I know they need me too. So, God, give me the strength to do what you created me to do.

I should be writing this in lyrics form which is one verse for one line but let's make me life harder to read it in a paragraph since I did badly in my paragraph writing test lately. Hariz, please appreciate me or else I'll give you blueticks hahaha. Btw, please teach me 'your language'.


Assalamualaikum.

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