Find someone who will love you through your weaknesses and wonders.
: Izzati Rahim
: Izzati Rahim
: Izzati Rahim
Basecode : PikaChan
Before we start, play Sam Smith - Midnight Train.
Okay, to show maturity since we’re now in 2018, I’ll write this with lots of precautions so it won’t be interpreted wrongly. We were shocked by something viral this beginning of New Year, someone mocking the dead in a dead forest, and more to come.
I would like to make a list of my resolutions in 2018 but I actually wished for one thing. Happiness. I will forever have only 1 wish throughout every year. For happiness to come. Selfishly thinking about only myself, this applies to everyone. For happiness to be fair, for happiness in a good way. I know to some people, killing makes you happy (I read about psychopaths lately), stepping on others make you happy (referring to some strikes I saw on TV), and sending death threats makes you happy (I feel you, dear someone). Can we just throw away negative thoughts and bad intentions so that people can live peacefully? Maybe I wished wrongly. I should’ve wished for peace. For Iraq to be saved, for Trump to stop being a dog, for Jong-Un to stop doing his nuclear games, for Malaysians to think rationally (at least…). I learned from the hippies, peace. I learned from the kids, smile (happiness).
To the guy I love, it is not your fault. Victory doesn’t implies to only winners. Victory is taking courage to admit something you didn’t do and say sorry about it. This is why I love you. To take responsibility of others and to make everybody happy. I love you. I am not saying sorry for loving you, in case it will burden your heart but trust me, I love you accordingly, with my heart on my sleeve, and I would always be by your side.
I promised to talk about depression in my WhatsApp story so I’ll start now. I don’t really know much actually but I care for those who suffered from it. It is deep within you that you don’t see the end of this dark tunnel. Many of us can’t relate because they don’t feel it, they don’t know how it is like. I can’t say that I suffered from one, but I know how it feels, since I had a few attacks but not that seriously to be called depression. I laughed through every day, smiling to people, and that’s what depressed people do. They don’t show it to people. One thought, ‘I don’t want to burden people’ because the replies would be, ‘how come you’re depressed? You seem happy.’ or ‘maybe it’s just you overthinking things.’ Mental health is a serious issue, so I must say. I hope you give comforts towards others. I swear to God, we don’t ask for it. All we ever ask is happiness too.
A link for you to read something and gain something, do something in 2018 please.
It’s okay if you don’t understand, a lot of them don’t. Don’t feel bad, it is not your fault.
Secret lover : Hariz Azmi